Re-Offender"
posted by zion
May 31, 2007 [08:58 PM]

Title of entry refers to a song by Travis.


I haven't been feeling quite well lately...Yeah, this is just one of those frequent times wherein depression has once again invaded my soul. Seriously, I'm pretty tired of all these negativities but I just can't seem to avoid them. Can somebody give me some prozac or zoloft?? (or any other anti-depressant out there...) Seriously, it really feels pathetic to be suffering from this sort of mental disorder because not only that it makes you physically, mentally and emotionally weak but it also alienates you from other people (e.g. friends, families, etc.). If this disorder persists on me I wouldn't even be surprised if I committ suicide one day...


Okay, that's enough emotional outpour (...or whatever crap you can call it) for the day. I have just finished my enrollment at UST this morning and I've come to realize that our schedule sucks big time!! Not only that we have classes up to 7pm for three days, but also a 7am - 7pm schedule. It's really getting into my nerves that our sections keeps on getting progressively worse schedules as each semester passes while the contrary has been happening to other sections... and this is our 3rd year already; the make or break moment of our future as students taking up Med Tech. But just as I have said this morning, Bring it on!! Here's our schedule by the way and I guarantee that all of you will think that it sucks...


Class Schedule | 3C-Medical Technology

Monday
1:00-2:00 - Pharmacology
2:00-3:00 - Clinical Chemistry 1
3:00-4:00 - Bacteriology
4:00-5:30 - Marriage & Family

Tuesday
12:00-1:00 - Med. Tech. Laws & Ethics
2:00-4:00 - Biostatistics
4:00-7:00 - Bacteriology Lab

Wednesday
7:00-9:00 - Parasitology
9:00-12:00 - Clinical Chemistry 1 Lab
1:00-2:00 - Pharmacology
2:00-3:00 - Clinical Chemistry 1
3:00-4:00 - Bacteriology
4:00-5:30 - Marriage & Family

Thursday
12:00-2:00 - Biostatistics
2:00-4:00 - Med. Tech. Laws & Ethics
4:00-7:00 - Parasitology Lab

Friday
7:00-9:00 - Human Histology
9:00-12:00 - Human Histology Lab
1:00-2:00 - Pharmacology
2:00-3:00 - Clinical Chemistry 1
3:00-4:00 - Bacteriology
4:00-7:00 - Bacteriology Lab


Since I love taking these shuffle quizzes, here's one just for the heck of it .

RULES:

1. Open your library (iTunes, Media Player, iPod, Winamp etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that’s playing.
5. When you go to the next question,press the next button.
6. Don’t lie and pretend you’re cool. (yeah!! totally agree with this one )

OPENING CREDITS: "Again & Again" - Umbrellas [this will be a good one!!]

WAKING UP: "When I'm 64" - Beatles [Ok... now back to sleep]

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL: "Sleeping In" - The Postal Service [hey! I don't want to be caught snoozing in class!!!]

FALLING IN LOVE: "Balaclava" - Arctic Monkeys [LMAO!!]

FIRST SONG: "Somewhere A Clock Is Ticking" - Snow Patrol [This is more of a last song...]

BREAKING UP: "NY Excuse" - Soulwax [wtf?!]

PROM: "I Predict A Riot" - Kaiser Chiefs [high school was a bit chaotic back then.]

LIFE: "Winter" - Joshua Radin

MENTAL BREAKDOWN: "Mind Trick" - Jamie Cullum

DRIVING: "Virgin State Of Mind" -K's Choice

FLASHBACK: "Million Faces" - Paolo Nutini [aww...]

GETTING BACK TOGETHER: "Grand Parade" - Reindeer Section [why???]

WEDDING: "9 Crimes" - Damien Rice & Lisa Hannigan [this is weird... are we gonna have a shot-gun wedding?!?]

BIRTH OF A CHILD: "Summerbreeze" - Emiliana Torrini [ok...]

FINAL BATTLE: "Cayman Islands" - Kings Of Convenience

DEATH SCENE: "Monster" - Meg & Dia [OMFG...hahaha]

FUNERAL SONG: "The Great Escape" - Patrick Watson [yeah, I will escape death...someday]

END CREDITS: "Every You, Every Me" - Placebo [Oh yeah!! Just like in Cruel Intentions!!! ]


I cannot dare to look
At exactly what you took
I give it time to breathe
And wipe its tears on my sleeve

And it will break my heart
With every sound it makes on you
And it's all over dear
You squeeze my hand and I
I know it's true


{ music } Budapest - Reindeer Section
{ mood } depressed


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Comment posted on June 8th, 2007 at 07:28 PM
trust me...

i've been through that...

all you need is someone to talk to or in my case, someone to shop with.

go out and try something to alleviate your depression...

don't rely on those expensive drugs...

if you need help, message me... i can take you shopping... what do you want, expensive or cheap... we can go to ayala center or the tiangges?

anyway, i copied that shuffle quiz and answered it on my site... hope it's ok:) if not, tell me and i'll delete it with pleasure.:)
Comment posted on June 8th, 2007 at 08:25 PM
well, thanks for the concern. ;) Actually I'm kind of already treating myself from this depression by oversleeping :-D; and it's actually working already. Just put all those under my pillow and sleep throughout the day. About the quiz, sure it's ok since I, myself, also copied it from a friend
Comment posted on June 2nd, 2007 at 10:11 PM
i hope you're not serious when you say "I wouldn't even be surprised if I committ suicide one day..." you can tell your family about ur problem or ask for a professional help.. if you need someone to talk to, you can count on me. :)
Comment posted on June 3rd, 2007 at 02:57 PM
hehe... help is the last thing I need... thanks for your concern but don't bother...you shouldn't waste your time on someone like me.. ;)
Comment posted on June 3rd, 2007 at 07:32 PM
why naman.. i mean you can try me. let see. :) minsan ok din magbukas sa taong di mo kilala. may times na objective diba? well its up to you.
Comment posted on June 5th, 2007 at 10:57 AM
really, it's ok just don't mind me (you'll mind will probably explode due to my insanity anyway) but I sincerely (and greatly) appreciate your concern. This is just one of those obstacles that I have to face and overcome alone ;)
Comment posted on June 5th, 2007 at 07:53 PM
i understand..if in case you need anything, dropped by ka lang sa site ko.. :)
Comment posted on June 6th, 2007 at 11:02 AM
;) thanks! (correction: that should be "your" not "you'll")
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